My Helsinki

Except for a short time of seven years or so, I have lived my life in Helsinki. I was born here, I went to school here, I had my daughters here, I studied in the university here, I have always worked here. Even though I dream of living in a warmer climate place, I love Helsinki. It is the city of my heart. And out of Helsinki, my very favorite place will probably always be Munkkiniemi where I grew up.

When I was born, we lived in Pasila, an ugly 70's concrete jungle. I grew up in Munkkiniemi, practically a village of it's own by the sea. My first own home with my ex was in Kontula, a drug area in the eastern parts of Helsinki, with cheap housing. Had my kids while we lived in Puotila, a nicer area in the east, near Itäkeskus and the sea. Moved to Klaukkala for a few years and then to Pakkala after the divorce. Now we live in a nice house in an area close to Paloheinä with my new husband, and we love it 🙂

Helsinki is so many things. It is the biggest city in Finland, albeit only a mid-size town in global scale, the capital city. It has a nice downtown area with green parks and long shore-lines – Helsinki is all around the sea, built on a lot of islands and peninsulas – and sort of ok night-life on three nights of the week, mostly dead the other four. It is at it's best in the summer time, when th city bathes in the sun.

A river flows through Helsinki, the Vantaa River, but it is not as big of a deal as, say, Thames in London, for the river flows through suburbs, fields and these rental garden patches. There's a nice central park – quite different from the one in New York, for our central park is all forest and those garden patches. The central park area stretched all the way to the forests of Paloheinä, where there are the best skiing grounds and sledding hills of the city.

There are some manors and farms with vast fields even within the city limits, like the Tuomarinkylä manor and it's grounds and the biggest horse stables in the city, and Haltiala. Haltiala is vast fields and cows, pigs, sheep, chicken and roosters, and an ice cream stand that can have a line longer than half an hour in the summer time when families flock to Haltiala to see the animals and spend the day out.

Like I said, we live close to Paloheinä, which is also close to Haltiala, and regularily go for walks through the Haltiala fields and the forests by the Vantaa river flowing right next to it. We sometimes walk all the way to Pitkäkoski, where there is one of the many excercise points of the criss-crossing forest paths, a dog park for dogs to roam free inside a fenced area, and a funky twisted tree – the love affair of a birch and a fir tree.

The downtown area evolves around the Central Railway Station and the square next to it (our office is just around the corner from there!), the Stockman (department store) area, and spanning towards Kamppi in the other direction, and the Kauppatori main market square in the other direction. The National Theater is by the railway station, and in the winter time there is an ice skating rink on the square. Not that I'd ever skated there; I'm not much for these winter sports (though I do know how to skate and ski, of course!).

Starting behind Stockman, by the Swedish Theater, the city's main boulevard Eplanadi, or “Espa” reaches out to the Kauppatori. It is lovely in the summer time, with busy people scurrying through, and idle people relaxing on the grassy areas. Tourists taking their photos everywhere you look. I love walking down Espa, with a cappucino in my hand, maybe stopping to sit on a bench to look at the passers-by for a while.

Around Kauppatori things get busy. At the very end of Espa, there's the fountain-statue Havis Amanda, with seals on the edges of the pool – probably every Helsinki-kid has had their photo taken riding one of them at some point of their life. On Vappu, May Day, Havis Amanda the statue girl gets a full wash and a high-school graduation hat at six pm on May Day's eve.

From Kauppatori, there's the Suomenlinna ferry leaving every 20 minutes (in summer time) – Suomenlinna being this fort or citadel built to protect against attacks from the sea, but these days a home for many and a popular outing place for Helsinkians.

The Presidential Palace is right next to Kauppatori. And then there's Katajanokka, like a thumb in the sea, the home of our famous ice breakers, Viking Line cruise ships and the beautiful orthodox Uspenski Cathedral. There's a new big ferris wheel (oh well, scale it: London:Helsinki – London ferris wheel:Helsinki ferris wheel 😉 ) at the edge of Katajanokka this summer. Ships and boats dock all along the shorelines of Helsinki.

There's Senaatintori square on one side, surrounded by university and government buildings, an artisans' market and coffee shops, and the main cathedral of Helsinki, with about a hundred steps leading to it. Senaatintori is a place for all sorts of celebrations, like New Year's for example, and the starting place for parades and such. The church steps are a favorite haunt for university students in between classes, since they are right in the Helsinki University campus.

To the other side of Kauppatori there is the Olympic terminal (built for the Helsinki Olympics in 1952) where the Tallink-Silja Stockholm-going ships dock. From there starts the Kaivopuisto(Kaivari)-Ullanlinna-Tähtitorninmäki area, with rolling grassy hills and rocky slopes on the inland side, with the long shoreline promenade on the sea side. Between there is the narrow road where people ride to show off their fancy coupés and motorcycles. And then there is, of course the legendary Café Ursula.

On the hills of Kaivari people go for picnics and play some ball and spend the day with friends. Especially Vappu, May Day, sees crowds of picnicing people with their white high-school graduation hats, serpentine and bottles of bubbly. I've tried it once, and though it was fun, it's not really my scene – too many people everywhere!

I do love the area on a regular day, though. And my dad lives right there in Ullanlinna nowadays with his wife. Still, I especially much like the Kruunuhaka area behind the cathedral. Funny that I don't have any photos of that area,, except for the part facing the bay between Kruunuhaka and Hakaniemi, but probably that is because I used to roam the streets of “Krunikka” when I was still studying, which was way before the time of cell phone cameras.

Right there in Eira, same area, sort of, there is the nicest fire station of Helsinki, one of the oldest ones too. They have a boat too, that is docked there in Kaivari when not out on an assignment. The Helsinki fire department – the Stadin Brankkarit – is something of an icon of Helsinki, and every year on Helsinki's birthday, the Helsinki Day, the fire stations are open for public. I've been there with the kids a few times too when they were smaller.

A little bit out of the innermost circle, there a fabulous places like the Arabianranta with parks and green areas; the place where the Vantaa river meets the sea. And Mustikkamaa, leading to the Korkeasaari Zoo, which is on an island. Close to where I grew up is Seurasaari, an island and outdoors museum, that used to have a huge colony of mostly tame squirrels. There's still some, but people stopped feeding them because of the rabies risk at some point, and so they're not so friendly anymore.

The number one landmark of Helsinki, if you ask any kid anyway 😉 is of course Linnanmäki, or Lintsi, the amusement park. My grandpa used to be on it's board and so we had more free tickets on our disposal than we could use and so we went there many times each summer when I was a kid. Later on I worked there for a summer. Our girls get to go usually once every summer, or maybe a second shorter visit sometimes with my dad.

As for fun for the bit older, these days we get a whole lot of concerts and music festivals in the city throughout the summer. When I was young, there were none – most artists came as close as Stockholm but didn't cross the bay. Not the case anymore. And then there is the philharmonic orchestra with their Finlandiatalo by Töölönlahti, next to the Opera and the newest addition, the Music hall.

I am not, nor have ever been, a really active concert goer, but I've seen Muse and Linkin Park in Kaisaniemi park right next to the Central Railway Station, Madonna in Jätkäsaari (which now has apartment buildings right there where Madonna once entertained the biggest concert audience in Helsinki history with her Sticky and Sweet), Green Day in Kyläsaari and e.g. Bon Jovi, U2 and Genesis on the Olympic Stadium.

For the culturally hungry there's Ateneum the art museum, Kiasma the modern art museum, the Gallen-Kallela art museum (a bit further away from the center, in Tarvo) and the National Museum, City Museum, Natural History Museum and lots more. I've visited some, but I've still got places to se for the first time too 😉

In the summer time, the city is live, people are out and about, walking, having picnics, hanging out. I like to walk the streets and the parks, sit for a cider or long drink on a sunny terrace, duck into a coffee shop for a cappucino, shop a little, have lunch and cherries at Kauppatori. But in the winter time it is cold and dreary and I have made it down to an art to stay down in the connecting tunnels underneath of the city as much as possible.

[Some pictures of Helsinki in my Flickr album Helsinki – the city I love]

 

Search engine terms top 5

Used to do this in my old blog approximately yearly. I check out the search terms for my blog more frequently than that, but I used to write a blog post every now and then. Haven’t done it even once while having my blog here on our own server – simply because for some unknown reason I haven’t had the statistics for a long time. WP-admin has only shown me unknown search terms so far. But now, after all this server struggle, it started working. Just like that. So, time for a little review 🙂

All time top five serach terms for posts on this server – 118 posts, 16 of them in English, since Jan 2013:

1) Sulfaatiton (sulfate-free – oh, don’t ask me why I’m writing this in English even though most search terms & results are in Finnish…), eri kombinaatioissaan, search result hit being “Sulfaatiton sopii kaikille“, which currently is also the Top 1 post in the Top posts list

2) OBH Nordica blender +/- a word or two. Referred post would be the R.I.P. OBH Nordica blender, story (in Finnish) of the blender that died

3) Akustikusneurinooma (acoustic neuroma) and variations. Obviously, searches of this can end up on multiple different pages or Home of my blog site, The Healing Diary being more than just a post; it is my full neuroma story.

4) Maanantaiaamu (Moday morning). Seems I am not the only one with Monday morning troubles 😛 This search can lead you to any of these three posts.

5) Actually, the rest of them are a tie. A bunch of funky search terms, like kello bhut, polaki pajupillissä or libexec.backboardd (don’t ask, I don’t know). And then some that actually make sense, like vartiosaaren huvilatstephen kingin kuuluisimmat teokset and andalusianrottaterrieri luonne. And then a couple that were supposed to end up in my husband’s blog “terminal prompt”, running on this same server, except that it’s not running right now (how to update terminal prompt openbsd).

As for the old System Failure for the Masses, it is sill up and running and served as a temporary posting platform while we were having server probs, and is my vast blog archive, of course! It still gets quite a lot of traffic, living its own life in the Interwebs. For the past year, the top five has been:

1) tulistuva lapsi (child with a flaring temper) / impulssikontrollihäiriö (impulse control disorder), which basically lead to the same theme of posts.

2) kolibri (humming bird, referring to my tattoo)

3) pun intended

4) lumierä (has to do with snow, but really means losing without scoring in e.g. table tennis)

5) Jaha, can’t pick out any winners out of the rest of the stuff again, so a few examples on the funniest search terms here: tamagotchien yhdistäminentalvella tansseihin toppahousuissahondan autoradio arpoo kanavaa jatkuvasti, robinin nimmari ja pelleasut. Oh, the list is long, but I’ll leave it at this this time!

 

Feeling amused

The gilrs left to their other parents yesterday. Time to take the dj and disco ball out of the closet and start another week of childfree party time 😉 No, seriously, I went out for a long chilly walk with the dog while my husband took care of some grocery shopping.

We had a rather simple yet good dinner of kebab meat, tzatziki and tomato-cucumber-green pepper-red onion salad, and washed it down with some white wine. After dinner we took our wild party to the sofa, playing some music from Youtube, the dog napping at our feet.

At some point, we were out of wine (it was only a bottle anyway) and started to discuss which direction we should steer our evening. Bedforshire (somehow, that got stuck in my head from Bridget Jones) or maybe getting a couple drinks at the local. The dog had taken herself upstairs to bed already, and we decided to leave her sleeping and head to the pub.

I had never been to the neighborhood pub before. I pretty much avoid such places. Especially since they usually have karaoke. I cannot stand karaoke. I have to be seriously drunk to tolerate it. Last time I visited a local pub, I got to witness an actual catfight, when the other women in our company decided to attack this one woman flirting with one of the husbands. They all got thrown out.

Last night, I told my husband that I wasn't staying if they had karaoke. This place has none. It could actually be a nice little pub, if we had the British kind of pub culture here. As it is, we are in Finland, and even thought he pub is ran by Indian guys, the pub was mostly empty, with one long center table's worth of already happily drunk patrons passing the Friday evening away.

We got our drinks and found a table on the center of what would be a stage for a live band, if there ever was a live band there. Radio Nostalgia was playing some Helmut Lotti versions of Elvis and rock classics, and some other old stuff. Not bad, mostly, but kinda mellow. I detected a “Digital Jukebox” in the corner and went to inspect.

It's not like I had any coins on me, so I was kinda hoping that the “digital” meant alternative paying methods like by SMS or something – not that I could've done that either with my own phone, what with it being a company phone and at that point dead too, but I could've persuaded my husband to SMS some better music. No such luck.

So we sat there at our table, talking and observing other people. My personality J(udgemental) sometimes gets the best of my P(erceptive) and I couldn't help feeling rather amused, as I watched the patrons hustle around. The blond obviously desperate lady French kissing every guy. The guys having their eyes on me, causing my husband to get all alpha-male about it. I thought it quite funny, and shook my flaming red hair free from it's bun, just to tease a bit, and got the response from my husband: “You wanna get me into a fight?”

One of the already quite drunk patrons padded to the jukebox, and started clumsily scanning throught the music. I snuck up to him, asked what he was looking for and after getting a confused shrug for an answer, asked: “May I?” “Sure, use it all up.” He'd added coins worth of four songs. So I picked out some CCR, some ACDC, some Bon Jovi and, geez! can't remember the fourth one. Hunh.

Anyway, someone else picked up from where I left off, and we had a few more good songs playing. A woman in tight jeans and a leather jacket made me regret that I didn't have my heels and leather jacket, but had left home in (high heel) sneekers and a sporty jacket instead. But I still had everything on that other woman in orange sole shoes and gray sweats.

Yeah, I get into this female game thing sometimes 😉 I wanted my man to be regarded the luckiest guy in the room. At the same time, I was feeling rather amused by my own acts too 😀

We danced a little when there was a cool old rock'n roll song playing, old school, from the fifties. I have always wanted to know that good ol' rock'n roll, I mean to dance it, but since I don't and neither does my husband, we were just plain dancing. “I'm not very good with these moves”, he told me when I took the initiative to do a swirl. “Don't worry, I am, for both of us.”

The fire place clock (oh yes, it has a nice fire place too, but no nice flare in it, not even a fake one :/ ) said 21:15, which obviously was wrong by several hours, when we left. We walked home and got in bed, the poor doglet all puzzled by our late night abcense. Stepped in dog pee (she always does it when left alone…) in the dark of the bedroom, and climbed to bed, falling asleep immediately.

I'm still feeling amused 🙂 It was like a field trip to a different world, that could either amuse or annoy me. I selected “amuse”, this time.

 

The super market experience

On Monday we needed a trip to the grocery store. So we hopped into the car, I turned it around in our driveway (yes, I drive again, and mostly it’s just ok) and asked my husband: “Where to? Which store?” “How about Prisma”, he answered, and I was all: “Yeah, good idea. I can get some more shampoo from there then too!” For the shampoo I and the girls use, is only available in Prisma, out of our regular stores.

We got to the intersection where I had to decide which Prisma to go to, and instead of heading to the one in Jumbo the shopping center (“it’s full of Tamperelaiset on their winter vacation anyway”), I turned to Tuusulanväylä and Ring1, and drove down to Kannelmäki. It’s a bigger and newer one (well, ok, been there as some super market forever but newly renovated and enlarged) and lacks the shopping center buzz.

Being as cold and dreary and stark as it is now outside, I drove to the underground garage. Tell you the truth, the weather is never ok for above ground parking if you ask me – it’s either too hot or too cold or too wet or too dusty or… So garage it was. Got a spot quite conveniently, there were no huge crowds there on a regular Monday mid-afternoon.

We got out of the car and immediately I was greeted with cars and people everywhere, all different sounds coming from different direction, and a cleaning machine making its way accross our path, coming from our right, but it still seemed like it came from out of nowhere, and at least somehow from my deaf spot. I grabbed my husband’s jacket and hung on to it until he gave me his hand and I felt safe again.

We climbed to the store, using the escalator. I took the backpack, while my husband took a basket for us. Very rarely do we use the shopping carts, for they’re such a nuisance, people blocking the aisles with them and bumping into other people and the wheels being all crooked and pulling the carts to different directions like they’d have a mind of their own.

That Prisma had been remodeled again. Not hugely, but enough to have us confused for a while, when things weren’t where they used to be. We went walking down the wide aisles, picking items into our basket as we went. We walked over to the produce section and by then, the store was starting to spin in my eyes. Not like totally or in an I-will-pass-out kind of way, but my head was swimming. Best way to describe it would be sea sickness. Vertigo.

We still had some stuff to be gathering into our basket, so I pushed the sickening feeling away as best I could and carried on, with the Finnish sisu flowing in my veins. I almost got frantic, when we couldn’t find the Digestive graham cookies needed for the key lime pie we were planning to make. “Calm down, go systematic, they’ve got to be somewhere around the bread section”, I told myself and went looking, while my husband set the basket down and waited for me. And I found them.

We started towards the cash registers, via the shampoo aisles, when this sickening high-pitched squeaking hit my eardrums, making me feel like my head would explode. A lady was pulling one of those bigger baskets with wheels and the wheels were screetching and squeaking as they went. We passed her and the basket as quickly as we could, got the shampoo and some body milk I needed as well, and were ready to pay.

We got out of the store, and headed down to the parking garage again. I handed my husband the car keys: “You get to drive home. I’m feeling too dizzy.” “I was just about to ask if you wanted me to drive”, he said as he took the keys from me. We drove home, made some dinner and the key lime pie (out of Mexican limes though, for you can’t get key limes around here). I still felt dizzy, but pushed it away while things needed to be done. After dinner and a walk with the dog, I was ready to be flat for the rest of the evening.

I didn’t sleep too well that night, for whatever reason, either. Yesterday I was mostly feeling sort of ok, despite that, but when we went for a longer walk with the dog in the late afternoon – 45min. or so, 3km or so – I started having a bad case of dizziness – or vertigo – about 300 meters from home.

“I don’t always know if it’s better to rest or to push myself when my head starts to feel strange and dizzy”, I told my husband. “Probably it’s good to push a bit, and then rest”, he replied. “Well, walking here I don’t really have too much choice if I want to get home…” I trailed off. I lowered my eyes to my shoes, it helped a bit.

At home I crashed on the sofa, for the first time in probably two or three weeks feeling so bad after just a little bit of excercise. It must’ve been that my head was still tired from the Prisma ordeal the day before. I may look fine, I may seem to be “normal”, just like before, but I’m not. I wear out easily, and I seem to get vertigo easily. I’ve got a handicap, want it or not.

Today? So far so good. We’ll se how I feel in the evening, after some walks with the dog and another trip to the store – not Prisma or any other store as big as that one, though. I hope I’ll be ok at work again, in a week and a half, and not get overly exhausted and dizzy there.

 

Valentine’s post

Uskolliset lukijani ja kavereistani useimmat jo tietävätkin, etten pidä dedikoiduista päivistä, sillä niin ystävien kuin vanhempien kuin lasten kuin muidenkin rakkaiden tulisi tuntea olevansa tärkeitä vuoden jokaisena päivänä, ja nämä erilaiset juhlapäivät lähinnä ovat kaupallisia rahantuottopäiviä. Silti, näin geneerisesti, toivotan hyvää Ystävänpäivää itse kullekin lukijalleni ja ystävälleni tasapuolisesti! Toivon, että teillä jokaisella on välittäviä ja rakastavia ihmisiä elämässänne ympäri vuoden 🙂

Those who know me, know that I’m not big on these commercial holidays and celebrations – our friends, loved ones, parents, children etc. should be and feel important to us every day of the year. In Finland, Valentine’s is “Friends’ Day”, and with this generic post I’m wishing a happy Valentine’s Day to all of my readers and friends alike. I hope you all have caring, loving people in your life all year long 🙂